And if you call me at 4 am, too sad to even say hello, I will listen to your silence until you fall asleep. If you need to cry I will not wipe your tears away because you are only human and sometimes tears are as close to laughter as you can get and that’s okay. If you get sleepy I will let you drool on my arm and I won’t laugh at you if you snore too loud. If you need to yell so hard that your voice cracks and your knees fail I will hold you up and yell with you. If you get so angry you punch your hands red I will ice your knuckles and tell you that wounds heal both inside and out, and just like the cold that is harsh and burning, I will always be the warmth to soothe you and make you feel better. I will love you.
Three tests this week, starting tomorrow with my hardest. Which I guess is a good thing, except for the fact that I will be pulling an all-nighter in order to hopefully do well on this impossible History of Modern Psychology exam.
I’m also like super fucking confused on what the hell is going on in my life lately? Cause it’s really weird and I’m not exactly sure how I should be feeling.
I kind of just want to go home to New Orleans and be with my family for a while. But I can’t because I work almost every weekend, which means I have 0 time to go to Nola.
I should be studying, but alas, here I am writing to no one.
I’m kind of lonely. Kind of sad. Kind of numb. Kind of okay. I don’t know anymore.
I want to go on vacation. Somewhere really far away and just beautiful and alone and serene. Please someone take me somewhere like that.
ok im done bye
"what state do you live in?"